Thinking kills

August 21st, 2008

During the day, while driving my car, or while working, I have the most profound insights in humanity or my own life. But when I sit down to write about them, I’ve lost them all. Must be the story of my life, but how can I reach greatness when I’ve forgotten all I need to know before I can use it?
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Let’s see where this will lead me

July 22nd, 2008

Another month has passed, although I haven’t really noticed it. Time is sort of wizzing by at the moment. So many things going on, projects I’m working on, helping people, getting help, figuring things out, and so forth.

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Difficult decisions, big changes

June 24th, 2008

People are strange, time and time again I get reminded of this fact. Everyone is a unique individual, but a lot of traits are being shared by big groups of people. So we are both individual and part of something bigger.

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Finally finishing fluff

May 13th, 2008

I’ve changed a lot in the last year, most of it since last summer. Not everything went perfect, but it doesn’t need to be perfect to be really good.

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Keeping busy

April 27th, 2008

Sitting in the train back from Amsterdam. Where I’ve been to a photo exposition of a photographer I know. Overthinking my life, using my laptop and a mobile internet connection to write and send some emails. Being nerdy, but also making ‘efficient’ use of time that would otherwise be wasted.

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Proud

March 12th, 2008

I’ve been thinking, something I’ve been doing a lot lately, about why I do certain thingsĀ  the way I do them. And the preliminary conclusions show something that I’m not really proud of.

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Differences

February 29th, 2008

Well, things are turning out way differently then expected. Not all in a good way, but most of them aren’t bad perse.

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Fast Forwarding

December 19th, 2007

Criticism is something I still have trouble handling, but I am getting better at it. And, sort of a miracle, I’m getting compliments as well, and believing them. Whoo for me, this might actually be working ;)
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Criticism

October 17th, 2007

I try to be a photographer, I try to be a good photographer. The best way to become better is making photo’s and show them to people who’s opinion you care about. Another reason for me to show them to people who’s opinion I care about is fishing for compliments.

And that is where things often go wrong for me :)
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Salt

September 21st, 2007

Weblogging is a strange business. For me shusen.net has taken the place of a diary. A rather public one at that. Which doesn’t work in my favour in a lot of situations. But I will persevere and continue doing what I want to do.
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